My darling Blog,
Thank you for being so patient with me. I’ve missed you.
I know I haven’t come around in a while. Life has just been so…complicated.
Lots of extra hours at work. Family members needing to be moved to new houses or going into the hospital.
And then on top of all that, I’m dealing with some Stuff that has come up recently. Lots of impatience about what feels like lack of progress. Unmet expectations. Struggling with how to stay connected when being busy at work makes me feel really isolated.
It’s all left me with a serious case of the Blahs. The numb out in front of the TV kind of blahs.
I know it sounds like a bunch of excuses, but it’s not you. It’s me. Really.
The good news is that I’m working on it. I’ve been talking to blocks, thanks to Havi. Maybe I’ll tell you more about that soon. But just know that it’s been enlightening. And it was enough to get me back here to write this letter to you, after a whole month away.
I promise I’ll try not to let it go so long in the future.